glimmer of hope...i love it

a total 360 from my ranting mode..

i FINALLY got the approval i was looking for.

and this MIGHT BE the start of something good!!

my efforts are paying off...am going to do this!

i've actually been busy with preparing myself

before i move on in life..

alam ko mejo puzzling ang words..

but in time you guys will understand.

i don't really want to disclose details

before am sure..

basta...for now am happy that i am being supported.

putangina...this is FUCKING IT!!!

my foot is on the door...

can't wait to go ALL IN!!!whaahhah!!:)

see yah!=X

ranting mode

am taking a breather from my maniacle plans of world destruction (for one person that is)

to this crappy day am having.

it's was supposed to be ONE of the biggest moments in my life..

but it was no supported by the people who i am doing this for.

i was shut down, crushed and dishearted.

i so want to cry and to shout...but i couldn't

this effin house doesn't have privacy.

tangina..i thought i was having a good week...but fuck this..

this was it e...this was my treshold e...eto na un e.

this was the opportunity of a new life that i was waiting for.

but NNNOOOOO......tangina...mukang malabo na eto.

i don't think i'll be able to find my OWN means and ways..

tangina...ginawa ko na.  pero hindi e...wala ako nun e.

plus i have to consider how they feel...how they'll

take it..

tangina diba?! huli lagi sarili ko..sila muna.

i just hope that all the sacrifices i've made

would be paid in the future..tangina..

kung hindi..then..putang ina am fucked!!

wake me up when sunday ends

sabi nga naman nila..

life's a bitch.

and it's get bitchier by the day!

sabi ko na e...pag sobrang saya mo..

may katumbas na lungkot eto.

nung sabado...nagkita kita kami ng sunday club..

kasi nga birthday ng aking dude.

sobrang saya namin..kasi first time namin

magsamasama hanggang bago sumikat ang araw.

hanggang bago ako umuwi...masaya rin kami

nagtatawanan ni jophi.

pag katapos nun nagsimula lahat ng badtrip...

sunday ng hapon: NATALO LASALLE!!

amp yan...tama ba naman ganun ngyari?

pagkatapos ko takbuhin lahat ng hagdan

sa mrt station sa buendia...matatalo pala.

pero sabi ko...may pagasa pa..game 1 lang to!!

thursday: game 2...ay amputa!!

natalo nanaman...(yan tuloy hindi masarap luto ko nun)

sabi ko..kung mamalasin ka nga naman.

saturday: pinatikim ako ng kaunting saya.

f1 qualifier sa singapore...

una badtrip kasi 12mn pa pala ung replay.

so sa live timing ng formula one website

ako umaasa.

eto na ang saya...POLE POSITION SI MASSA!!

ay putang ina...ang saya ko nun mga friends!!

number 2 si hamilton at 3 si raikkonen.

sabi ko..eto na yata ang simula ng masaya kong linggo!!!

sunday: usapan na namin ni kiko na sa NSG kami

manunuod ng singaporean gp (kasi hindi kami nakapuntang

singapore).  ang lola niyo..nag red talaga..with matching 

ferrari cap. proud tifosi yata eto...at red ang nails ko nun.

kahit 200 lang pera ko..putang ina..pinagkasya ko talaga..

ok first couple of laps..tangina..steady si massa...hinahabol

ni kimi si lewis..

eto na ang simula ng lahat ng badtrip....

nabangga ang ex husband ko (hahaha!!) si piquet..

tangina talaga..hindi ko na kailanggan i hayag pa lahat.

basta puno't dulo. NATALO FERRARI!

at leading na sa points si LEWIS..fucker talaga.

hinigh blood ako dun..

sabi ko..putang ina itutulog ko na tong araw na to.

pero...lingid (nax!) sa aking kaalaman...hindi ako

dadapuan ng antok.  lahat na ginawa ko..

pero ayaw talaga e... kaya mula paggising ko nung sunday

hanggang ngayon...hindi pa ako natutulog.

so technically...sunday is not yet over.

kailangan ko na matulog..para magsimula na ulit ang linggo

ko.

sa lahat ng kabadtripan na ngyari.

may kaunting "glimmer of hope"

at yun ang dahilan ng aking huling blog.

mejo matunog ang hulii kong isinulat dito...

kaliwa't kanan na text ang aking natanggap.

mga offline messages sa ym.

madaming nagtatanong...

sino etong ulupong na eto?!

eto lang un..."chong..kalma lang kayo."

the day will come...

*evil laugh*

pplleeaassee...wake me up

when sunday ends!!!:S

by the way...

HHHAAAAPPPPPYYY BBBIIIRRTTTHHHDDDAAAAYYY...

JJJJJJJJAAAAAAAAYYYY!!!!!!

ahlabshu kapatid!;)

i miss the VIPEEPS!!!!

i was checking out the cds in my cd box...

when i found the video i made for the class

last year as a graduation gift for everybody.

it made me teary eyed and all mushy inside.

all those memories...the laughter...the crying..

the sleepless nights(consecutive days for me),

all the expenses...the projects...the home works..

the tambays...the random inuman..and the friendship.

i dunno..i don't get to talk to them anymore...

but it's going to be a year soon..since we left the 

walls of ISCAHM...and i miss them...ssooo much!!

especially my VI_PEEPS ... 

diane.leslie.allison.bong.mike.doc.jihan.therese.pat.abi

they were my family for that 14 months. like any family..

we had our ups and downs, some disagreements,

and stuff that tore us apart...but in the end...

the people who are "steady"...got it together.

and that's all that really matters.  

it's just sad that everybody's really busy or out of the 

country.  we haven't ALL seen each other since after

the graduation party.

i just want to let you guys know how much i miss you.

and i hope that i will get to see you soon.

major kampaaaayyy to everybody and

hope to grab a cold one with you guys 

again soon...:)

hugs all over!

-- charot --

90210

10 Conyo Commandments

1. Thou shall make gamit "make+pandiwa".

ex. "Let's make pasok na to our class!"
"Wait lang! I'm making kain pa!"
"Come on na, we can't make hintay anymore! It's in Andrew pa, you know?"

2. Thou shall make kalat "noh", "diba" and "eh" in your pangungusap.

ex. "I don't like to make lakad in the baha nga, no? Eh diba it's like, so eew, diba?"
"What ba: stop nga being maarte noh?"
"Eh as if you want naman also, diba?"

3. When making describe a whatever, always say "It's SO pang-uri!"

ex. "It's so malaki, you know, and so mainit!"
"I know right? So sarap nga, eh!"
"You're making me inggit naman.. I'll make bili nga my own burger."

4. When you are lalaki, make parang punctuation "dude", 'tsong" or "pare"

ex. "Dude, ENGANAL is so hirap, pare."
"I know, tsong, I got bagsak nga in quiz one, eh"

5. Thou shall know you know? I know right!

ex. "My bag is so bigat today, you know"
"I know, right! We have to make dala pa kasi the jumbo Physics book eh!"

6. Make gawa the plural of pangngalans like in English or Spanish.

ex. "I have so many tigyawats, oh!"

7. Like, when you can make kaya, always use like. Like, I know right?

ex. "Like, it's so init naman!"
"Yah! The aircon, it's, like sira!"

8. Make yourself feel so galing by translating the last word of your sentence, you know, your pangungusap?

ex. "Kakainis naman in the LRT! How plenty tao, you know, people?"
"It's so tight nga there, eh, you know, masikip?"

9. Make gamit of plenty abbreviations, you know, daglat?"

ex. "Like, OMG! It's like traffic sa LRT"
"I know right? It's so kaka!"
"Kaka?"
"Kakaasar!"

10. Make gamit the pinakamaarte voice and pronunciation you have para full effect!

ex. "I'm, like, making aral at the Arrhneo!"
"Me naman, I'm from Lazzahl!"

trying my hand at baking

before i entered CCA, we had to take a discovery course to determine if we're fit
for the course.
we had to cook a couple of meals per group, a bread and a dessert.
they told me that am good for culinary, but not really for baking!hahah!:))
i had "hot hands" that chocolate melts easily on my hands.

so when i got to ISCAHM...i enrolled myself to the culinary program, with that
knowledge at hand. i knew that pastry wasn't the thing for me since i hate measuring..
am not that meticulous. i like the "eye ball" system of culinary.."tansa tansa"!:D

but since we transferred here in makati, i've been so effin bored.
so aside from the meals i cook everyday, i've been trying my hand at baking cookies.
i posted a couple of pics of the stuff i've baked...and i must say..
am loving baking:) but am still not that "OC" about it..
semi "tansa" pa rin...but slowly getting the hang of weighing all the ingredients.

i've been pairing my cookies with milk, coffee or tea..
experementing on which will match etc...

so the next time i bake something (which is later), i'll try to post it.
(but my sister's cam is busted, so we'll see)

to my PASTRY FRIENDS - - Pahingi recipes!;)

love love!♥