Thursday, October 2, 2008

ranting mode

am taking a breather from my maniacle plans of world destruction (for one person that is)
to this crappy day am having.

it's was supposed to be ONE of the biggest moments in my life..
but it was no supported by the people who i am doing this for.
i was shut down, crushed and dishearted.

i so want to cry and to shout...but i couldn't
this effin house doesn't have privacy.

tangina..i thought i was having a good week...but fuck this..
this was it e...this was my treshold e...eto na un e.
this was the opportunity of a new life that i was waiting for.

but NNNOOOOO......tangina...mukang malabo na eto.
i don't think i'll be able to find my OWN means and ways..
tangina...ginawa ko na.  pero hindi e...wala ako nun e.
plus i have to consider how they feel...how they'll
take it..
tangina diba?! huli lagi sarili ko..sila muna.

i just hope that all the sacrifices i've made
would be paid in the future..tangina..
kung hindi..then..putang ina am fucked!!


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