my dream: the wedding

i was on a bridge, filled with tiny lights

that lit up the darkness of night.

i was alone, but i knew that someone

standing in the distance.

i started walking towards him.

and as i walked, i realized that some of my

friends and relatives are starting to fill the place up.

and the bridge was turning into a room,

brightened by candles.

there were flowers all around the place.

slowly, i realized that it was my wedding.

it was a long walk, but it becomes 

brighter in every step that i take.

i could see my best girl friends crying,

my relatives and then my parents.

as i looked around, i saw a reflection of myself.

i stopped and saw this amazingly beautiful wedding gown.

i started walking again, but stopped after 3 steps.

who's this guy waiting for me at the end?

i could see his smile, but not his face.

it was a familiar smile, something that i have seen before.

i could make out a silhouette, but i wasn't really sure who he was.

as i approach the altar, the lights dimmed.

under the vail, his face was harder to distinguish.

he took my hand, and kissed it.

we faced the priest and took our vows.

as i was standing there, i was still wondering who he was.

lonely boy? devil incarnate? nico rosberg? nelson piquet?

edward cullen? penn badgely? who??

as the priest said his last blessings,

he finally said the magic words

"i now pronounce you man & wife, you may kiss the bride".

he lifted my veil, i saw his smile again. familiar.

and as he lift it higher, i could see more and more of his face.

then i saw it, the face i was going to look at the rest of my life.

i saw myself, smiling. i guess liking what am staring at.

and as the "camera" panned to his face..

suddenly a bright light appeared, i couldn't see his face.

he held me near and gave me a kiss and he said that he loves me.

we faced the crowd and saw all these faces smiling at us,

clapping and cheering.

i still don't know who he was...but i knew that i know him.

every thing was familiar about him, his hands, lips and eyes

and yet i couldn't make up who he was.

when i woke up, i tried remembering who he was.

and suddenly i remembered where i've seen him.

and yes i did know him...he has been a part of my life for

some time and loved him deeply.

who is he?

that's a secret i could never tell.

-xoxo-